Thursday, November 30, 2006 . 23:00
sighss..im reli sick of wat's happening ard me lately..y cun i jus hav peace n enjoi sch like i used to? n time's runnin out ored..may u disappear for e sake of everybody's happiness..u r makin
my life in sch a miserable one..even if i ignore u ur presence is e greatest disturbance
to my inspiration, preventing e creative juices to flow smoothly like b4..haven u had enough
of making use of me? GET A LIFE BASTARD!! as i said b4 i'll never hate you,
however i'll dislike u more n more each time i see u ard..
~ongiee pongy~
anw.was readin RD.came across an article named "Dare To Dream"
"think you messed up your day-or even your life-because you made a mistake?you just may have taken a critical step towards your goal."
...seeds of success almost always flourish best in the well-turned soil of failure."
aiseh.bah boo seng.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 . 23:57
i guess i will never understand why u said all those tings wen u never mean it.i know i will look back at al tis feelin veh stupid.
i can still remember how i felt for you.but similarly,i can never forget all the things u did.
we were both going at different directions, though we thought we were heading the same way.
it was never meant to be.and we both know that.
maybe you shud nv say wad u said.at least we cld leave calmly.
taking the last look
Monday, November 27, 2006 . 23:25
aft sooo longgg i saw priscilla!!! damn now i realised how much i missed her..she's one gd fren tt wil never be forgotten.. but of cos, i stil love u both more den anyth else.. ahh all tt i can ever ask for sweetiesss..((=
~ongiee pongy~
Sunday, November 26, 2006 . 00:46
TOOK FOR GRANTED OF THOSE DAYSTHINKING NOTHING'S GONNA HAPPEN IN MY WAY
KNOW IM WRONG AND I REGRET
FOR THE THINGS I DID AND THINGS I'VE SAID
COME BACK TO MY LIFE ONCE MORE
SO MY ACHING HEART WONT HURT NO MORE
YOU'RE MY SPECIAL ANGEL
SHOW ME THE WAY
IT'S JUST THAT THERE IS NO ONE WHO CAN
EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE
SO BRING ME BACK THE DAYS BEFORE
THERE IS SO MANY THINGS
YOU HAVE TO LEARN FROM US ALL
TELL ME NOW,
THAT YOU'LL LEAVE NO MORE.
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skl is mad.hu d f invented goin 2 skl n hmwk.martha farker.
on a lighter note.here r some fotos we took wen we were at JB.quite a boring place though.or
mayb jus d places we went.
we had lunch at kenny rogers.f cheap.but dey jus throw everytin to 1 plate.sweet.savory.al together.weird.n f wols service.but for the veh reasonable price.i shut up.
nth 2 buy so we continued our eatin spree.wa lau.even though we were f full from kenny rogers(except for viggy),we went 2 tis HK cafe.dey oso like veh hot on HK cafes in JB.anw.we ordered tis drinks.from left 2 right,chocolate lava,some red bean ice blend and some passion fruit honey drink.the heights of our glasses reflect our own heights inversely.d chocolate lava is viggy's.at d side of d glass is choco sauce or some choco in liquid form.den peanut bits r stuck to it.den viggy invited us 2 lick the/his nuts.=) quite tasty.hahaha.
f.i shud rotate d foto b4 uploadin it here.sry arh.upload foto here f mafan.so i jus leave it lidat k.obviously,ong was havin some trouble 2 drink from her glass when it was placed on the table.tall glass.long straw.wro
ng combo for ong.hahahaha.
ah.funny laugh la.cb.cute lo =)
okie.tts al for d fotos part.nth much we did.we even went to their popular.see how bored we were dere.i bought m'sia's version of cleo.haha.quite back dated.some articles appeard in our cleo a few mths ago.anw,we had dinner at tis jap restaurant.nt veh nice but since it is cheap,i shud shut up again.=D
hope jan had went wid us.hahha.u shud listen 2 my bes fren's advice wad.go overseas.hehe.
nex wk wil b a betta wk from skl.i hope.=)
n fark al those martha farkin assholes out dere.dun make it sound like it is our f fault 2 feel hw we feel now.u gt a f part for al tis.if u cnt do anitn 2 f help us,jus go f ur marthas.now.
Saturday, November 25, 2006 . 15:32
WHO WHO WHO!?FASTER SAY!
MOTHER
FUCKER
WHO
DOESNT
KNOW
A
SHIT
ABOUT
ME
AND
CLAIMS
THAT
HE
KNOWS
SO
MUCH
ABOUT
MY
LIFE
SHOULD
FUCKING
FUCK
HIS
FUCKING
FAT
ASS
OFF
FROM
THIS
FUCKING
WORLD.
goodnight.
janice.
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006 . 00:56
yea yea im cool..just tt til now i stil dun hav e courage to reli speak up so i guess by pennin down wld be e best resort..hmm..til now i dun reli noe wat or whr my interest lies.. i love advertising i love e challenge however its not easy to produce smth gd simple yet effective..i love illustration too cos i guess tts whr my strong pt is.. i dunno wat to major in..smth tt i can work n do things for my clients? or teach the lil ones who r talented? i love both but i cant hav e best of both worlds right??can some1 please help n guide me thru this tough process?? i promised u'll be rmbed n appreciated.. ehh u ppl out dere dun ever look down on me! i'll show my true abilities some day! i may not be as smart but i rather learn things e hard way n slowly climb my way up rather den bootlickin to get ur way dere..at least i'll noe e real meanin of life n gain e experience tt u dun! no1 said tt e learnin process is easy..but its the toughness tt makes things more interesting n make u reali push urself to the limit which wld show ur capability.. well life can stil be as fun n gd w my nutella toast.. can i hav more please??hehehehehe.. ((=
~ongiee pongy~
Sunday, November 19, 2006 . 12:17
ongie, please relax. =) why get so mad over someone who doesnt appreciate your kindness? cheer up yeah. dont put yourself down over certain people. its not worth it anyway.anyway. i woke up today, dreaming about him. i didnt like that dream a single bit of it at all. so i chose to wake up completely. :( this feeling sucks. it really puts my mood down. im feeling like crap AGAIN, and for the past few days. i met up with a friend yesterday, he told me that all i should do now is to get friends to surround me. but whats the point? i have to pretend that nothing has happened. i have to pretend to be strong. i dont want to pretend. and i guess i'll probably bring their moods down too. i suck i suck i suck. :(
i miss him.
his love.
his sweet talks.
his lips.
his warmth.
his smile.
his eyes.
his good morning msgs.
his good night calls.
his everything.
and i dont think i'll be able to get them ever again.
this sucks. =((((((((((((((((((
just slap me somebody. slap my face real hard.
i had a really nice convo with keeleng last night. it was really nice. we both are going through the same shit. and like i said, if we keep the faith in us, whats ours will still be ours eventually. JIA YOU KEELENG. JIA YOU JAN. :)
with no more hugs and kisses,
jan,
because nothing's nice anymore.
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u bloody asswipe..been makin use of me since we knew each other..one day u'll get ur hell..who e hell u think u r..spill me w all e vulgarities whenever u like..sweet tok to me onli when u need help..if im some1 nasty long ago u'ld hav gotten hell frm me..i reli cun take it anymore..smtimes i reli wish i can jus shout back at u!! u stinking hong kong asshole shitface!! i reli regretted knowin such a person like u..n u r e 1st person i'll say tt to..may u hav e honour for tt..i'll never trust u again.. i tot we wld make gd workin partners..mayb in e past not anymore..however ty for showin ur bloody true self.. u keep betrayin my trust! u shithead! backstabbed me frm e back many times which u never used to.. do u think by backstabbin u'll get wat u wan? well mayb for a temporary moment but rmb dere's such a thing called karma.. claimin u r a christian for godsake go to church n repent all ur sins! b4 all e bad karma befalls onto u!! think mayb u hav done so but god denied all..now i seriously noe y sooo many ppl hate u! bt dun worry i wun hate u..i'll jus pretend tt u dun even exist!! )=
~ongiee pongy~
there's no hope in you for me
no corner you could squeeze me
but i got all the time for you love
the space between
the tears we cry...
is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
the space between...
the wicked lies we tell and hope to keep safe from the pain
but will i hold you again
these fickle fuddled words confuse me
like will it rain today
we waste the hours with talking, talking
these twisted games we’re playing
we’re strange allies
with warring hearts
what a wild eyed beast you be
the space between
the wicked lies we tell and hope to keep safe from the pain
but will i hold you again
will i hold
look at us spinning out in the madness of a roller coaster
you know you went off like the devil in the church
in the middle of a crowded room
all we can do my love
is hope we don’t take this ship down
the space between
where you smile and hide
its where you’ll find me if i get to go
the space between
the bullets in our fire fight
is where i’ll be hiding waiting for you
the rain that falls
splashed in your heart
ran like sadness down the window into your room
the space between
our wicked lies is
where we hope to keep safe from pain
take my hand
cause we’re walking out of here
right out of here
love is all we need dear
the space between
what’s wrong and right
is where you’ll find me hiding
waiting for you
the space between
in your heart and mine
is the space we’ll fill with time
the space between
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Friday, November 17, 2006 . 13:20
tanwe all noe it is never easy 2 step out of sth lidat
but u have to.and yes.it takes time and loadsa pain
n dun 4gt we are all here for u.n i noe even he is here
=)
i feel so lost.
i feel numb.
i feel emo all the time.
i tear everyday, everytime i think of the past.
should i be happier now?
am i really happier now?
i dont think i really am.
i miss him.
i still love him.
do miracles happen?
i really hope they do.
ARGHHHHHHHHH.
ongie, suannie,
just fuk me.
fuk me real hard. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006 . 23:49
ahhh!! jus now dere were 2 mynahs in my house!! dey were in e kitchen sittin on e bamboo which reminds me of : 2 lil black birds sitting on the POLES one name peter one name paul!! ahhh!!! so irritating!! my poor sisters dare not even chase dem away dey waited til i reached home frm sch..LOL! ok daphne has finally plucked up her couraged dashed into e kitchen used a longggggg roll of paper to chase dem away..however think peter flew away while paul was stil sitting.. i went closer n screamed at it den onli he flew away! hahahahah..we faster closed all e windows make sure dey dun come back like dey wld in e poem.. n guess wat!! damn stoopid peter or paul whoever shitted,thanx alot uhh!!! u moisterized my foot uhh!!! damn those black birds!
how bad can my day be...sighsss
~ongiee pongy~
woooot!! i love flash!!! i mean Mx Flash..tannie n suannie dun think likewise uhh..hahahha
sighss school reli sucks la..though i hav nice classmates ard me but tt particular ass juz wun stop his nonsense. i did ignore him..but dunno how e heck he manages to find ways n means to irritate me or worse get me into reali shit..n i reli mean SHIT!! i seriously do need help to rid dis ass off my life once n for all!! sometimes its doesnt pay to be nice..all i get back is shit..SHIT!! ppl like him should reli be abolished or betta still disappear for gd! i dun understand y nor n i owaes get bullied but teressa waa terror la tt sis of mine..i salute her.
today's gonna be another shitty day of school ))=
tannie we promise tt we'll owaes be here for u k?
love u lots sweetheart..
~ongiee pongy~
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 . 00:03
hey ladies.
i love you two.
thanks for always be there for me.
i promise i'll stay strong.
i'll be fine.
i promise.
:)
with love,
tannie tan tan.
PS: i swear i had the intention to msg vig before he left sg. but i totally forgot about it. argh. blame it on my short term memory. im sorry vig. i still hope you'll enjoy yourself there. HEH. =x
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Sunday, November 12, 2006 . 22:39
be strong babyu wil gt thru al this shit
love like u've nv been hurt b4=)
Saturday, November 11, 2006 . 11:07
FUCK YOU SUA. you suck. =xHOHOHO.
i cant wait to see you girls later.
heh.
,tannie.
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Thursday, November 09, 2006 . 23:48
hi.for free sex,call 92276551.
hahaha.
i was reading the past conversations.f.darn funny la.they all seem like a f joke. =D
funny laugh la!
im tired.
goodbye.
signing off : JANICE
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Monday, November 06, 2006 . 13:38
@ East Coast Parkviggy!! at last ure 20 uhh..hahaha..well had a mini celebration at yum cha aft which we headed for east coast..so sweet of sua's dad! he drove us all e way dere..hehe ty uncle..went cycling n guess wat!! SUA KNOWS HOW TO CYCLE ORED!!!! woohoo!!!so happy for her..((= i wanted to learn blading however i din cos jeekeng is e onli one who knows but he cldnt make it so next time i suppose..we all had a great time uhh..LOL!! damn.. tmr's e start of a new sem..i reli hope i can pull thru cos i noe things wldnt be as smooth sailing..assignments can get a shitty as dey wan.SHITTO!! but i noe i can make it cos i hav u peeps by my side yuh? hehehe..n vig dis is ur last week uhh aft tt u can enjoi awhile b4 u report yea? must meet up more often k! jan im glad tt things on ur side r much betta ored n sua ask tt shithead to make himself useful by disappearing! rarr!! hahahahha
~ongiee pongy~
Sunday, November 05, 2006 . 23:38
i, too, dunno hw al tis started.f up shit.sth i dun wan to tink abt it but it seems to be everywhere.which is quite miserable.fark me.now.
i know
this shudnt be
this suck
i nid some time n luck
wake up. wake up. wake up.
honestly, i dont know what is happening la.
like w.t.f.
WHAT THE FUCK.
oh well. it doesnt really matter to me that much anyway.
and you shouldnt be so bothered bout it too you know?
come on.
OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD VIGGY! :)
yay. anybody wanna count down to my EIGHTEENTH with me? heheh.
58 more days. HAHAHA.
with love,
janjanjang.
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Saturday, November 04, 2006 . 23:59
maybe i shud start slpin later n lesserso that when ppl wan 2 take me back like i m some discarded doll, i will stand a chance. =)
dammit.wen too much slp is no gd.no gd at all =D
ka li buay kian song
ka li xim ngiao ngiao
ka li xim seh mor
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Friday, November 03, 2006 . 22:44
wa lau.quite a while i crap here =Dai seh.bah bo seng.
u cnt imagine wad guys can sae to fill up their guilt/lust/stupidity.
hahaha.
skl is gettin crazier by d day.n i cnt believe ong.ur skl starts nex tues.hello.did u even haf hols?=D
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 . 00:56
HAPPY NEW MONTH. haha.may November be a gooder and better month for everyone. :)
soon, Christmas will come, then New Year, then what?
MY BIRTHDAY!
who wanna start counting down with me? HEHE. :)
cant wait cant wait.
so exciting. lol.
oh well. im glad everything between us are okay already.
and it just keeps getting better.
i'll never stop loving my baby.
hehe.
alrighty. its late man. i got lessons at 8am later la. FUCK THIS SHIT.
and ongie, dont worry k. your popo will be fine. she just needs time to adapt to herself being wheel chair bounded next time. at least she knows that she has nice grand daughters like you around who'll take goodie care of her. cheer up ongie. =)
and suannie, everybody today got bad hair day.
may bad hair days never come back again yup!
hehe.
WITH MILLIONS OF LOVE,
TANNIE TAN TAN.
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